Undercover Fat Girl

I'm sitting here at nap time disgusted with myself.

I just realized that one day I will be a very fat woman.
One day, when my metabolism slows down, or whatever it is that keeps me from gaining weight "stops working" I will become obese.

I am saying this because all I did today was eat.

Today was my "End Of The Year Beach Party" with my kids, and I ate all the junk that was here.

At 10:00 AM this morning I had a whole ham and cheese sandwich, 5 chicken nuggets, a massive amount of Cheetos, 4 juice boxes because I wanted to try every flavor, a bunch of fruit including apples (red & green), blueberries, grapes and strawberries, hand fulls of Goldfish, and a chocolate chip cookie.

It gets worse.

For lunch I had a Velveeta cup of mac and cheese, those that you microwave.. 3 more chicken nuggets and half of a ham and cheese sandwich.
I was so full, but then I remembered I had one of those Gogurts and after thinking about it for 3 minutes I decided to eat it just because it tastes good..
Who does that?!

I'm honestly so disgusted with myself..

I'm taking advantage of being skinny, and I know one day its going to bite me back in the ass.. Or show up on my ass!

Hoping I won't throw up anytime soon,
Laura